She really makes me feel like I might be a good person

[Catherine]
23:18
idk if id mentioned this yet i thnk i have but like you being there fucking saveddd me
i dont know what i wouldve done if you werent in oaxaca with me
so thank you

[You]
23:19
i know man
i think about that too
because at first I was like, wow, this is weird, cash and tara are kinda shitty to go out with
cause they got bfs
and i was like maybe i shouldn't have come
but then that shit went down
and i was so glad i did

[Catherine]
23:19
nahh like
it was so great having youthere

[You]
23:20
because i hated to think what would've happened if i hadn't been there

[Catherine]
23:20
having like a woman stronger than me that was around
fucking helped like crazy

[You]
23:20
oh mujer

[Catherine]
23:20
you have no idea

[You]
23:20
that's like the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me
i'm glad I am of use
and presumably a good friend
i hope

[Catherine]
23:21
pshh trust me
im used to always being like the strong friend but when i wasnt for once
you were there
and i owe you big time girly

[You]
23:22
awwwwww <3
te amo nena

[Catherine]
23:22
yo tambien te amooo

I Want You, But I Don't Need You

This song pretty much describes how I approach all my relationships.I'm overly independent and afraid of admitting that I need something I can't have.

Someday I will be a emotionally secure human being, I promise myself. Someday.